I had a breakdown last night. I feel like such a baby about now. But I just needed to cry. I miss my Dad...and I haven't talked to him since we lost the baby. I just needed that "dad reassurance" I guess.
Today is a much better day though. I have a lot to look forward to. Lauren is coming home from college for a few days and I'm really excited to see her! I hate that she's 400 miles away from me. Jon's "golden birthday" is also this week. He'll be 26 on the 26th and I've got a few tricks up my sleeve.
Until then, I'll keep sipping my coffee and staring at my utterly boring cubicle walls. I sense a desk change coming...spring cleaning perhaps.